greenop:

Anyone else in the throngs of crippling imposter syndrome right now, or is it just me?

YAP.

Can’t. Stop.

I spend too much time trying to capture memories than living in the moment

Trying to archive photos or thoughts when I should just be PRESENT and AWARE and ALIVE.

I’ve been debating deleting social media accounts for so long now, but I’m always held back because it would be like throwing away years of journals. Years of memories I might otherwise forget.

Fuck. I waste so much of my time scrolling through bullshit; I could be so much closer to my circus goals by now.

The skin on my hands is fucked up from class tonight

and I love it.

Aaaaand just when I thought things were getting bland

life continues to surprise me.

deeplifequotes:

“Grow at your own pace.”

— Unknown

2019 is good so far

5 days in and I’m staying on track, taking care of myself, and making plans for the future.

• Bike 500+ miles
• Hike 200+ miles
• Run 100+ miles
• Tell a story at Story Oly (a monthly, local storytelling event)
  
• Another aerial performance or two or three
• Visit my lesbros in SC 
• See my bff at least twice
• Apply for a job outside of higher education 
• Do a backpacking trip longer than 8 days
• Finish 5 books
• Go on a solo international trip
• Naked spa at least twice (more self-care in general)
• Take a class
• Huge road trip (outside WA, OR, CA)
• 40 second 1-arm hang from each arm
• DOWNSIZE
• DONT. MOVE.
• Treat my body better (more sleep, less alcohol), eat mostly vegan
• Communicate things, even simple things, with more love
• Less social media and less screen time - delete an account or two, if you must watch something watch a documentary FFS